the worst kind of person in the world..i want to knock my head on the wall

friday's story

actually i know im a vvvvvvvvvvvvvvv undecided person la....

juz as the poem we learned in form 5(the whatever two diverge roads...i don't remember the tittle...)[my another weakness-short term memory...]....

life is all about decision.....im the one who always stuck there and take a long long time to weigh the gains and losses of the options.....very sorry la kawan behind me if i block ur way.....and sorry everyone if i encumber u all.....

life is so sweet but so irritating....full of joy and memories but full of decision.....*sigh*

everytime it comes to makng a choice...i feel like wanna suicide....

at last....mr king decide for me(fellow in the alevel musical group will know what i mean)......

no matter and don't bother how's the outcome...i was so happy coz i felt relieved at that time as no need to think about it anymore....[yeah....im so lame i know=.=]

then mr king said there will be another grand musical performance next year...by then he want me to decide myself....ok lar....i will think of it in this whole year.....

wanna sleep alrdy...good night....tmr driving....[hw can i get rid of the 'natural smokey eyes'???]